8-9-2010
303. My amazing husband
304. Quality alone time with him
305. My cuddly dog
306. God used me to speak to other women on Saturday when I gave a talk on our minds and our thoughts. Thank you Holy Spirit for speaking through me.
307. God is always with me
308. My daughter, she is such a blessing!
309. Dad and Sharon watching and loving on Vienna
310. My friend Rebecca. She is so sweet and encouraging to me.
311. My parents have been willing to help watch Vienna so I can have breaks.
8-10-2010
312. I woke up praising God today
313. I am determined to have a good day
314. If God is for me who can be against me?
315. God is so real
316. I was blessed by Steve (the homeless man who plays his guitar on the corner) today.
317. My daughter learned a valuable lesson about blessing and helping other people.
318. Swimming with Marcie and Addison
319. I feel good today! I am tired and sore but NOT depressed.
320. My daughter has not been nearly as fussy today as yesterday!
321. The joy of reading my daughter book:)
322. My comfortable bed
8-11-2010
323. Pretty good sleep last night
323. My daughter’s rainbow color tie-dye dress, I love it and I love seeing her in it.
324. I had a good day yesterday
325. Yummy breakfast
326. God’s Word
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A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.
A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.
- Carly
- I am a 33 year old stay at home mom. I have a very supportive husband. I have been dealing with depression for half my life and have been on medication for 14 years. The meds are no longer working. My diagnosis is major reoccurring treatment resistant depressive disorder. I am desperate to feel better. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. I believe He is all powerful and mighty but I often don't understand how my depression fits into His plan. I want to have hope but I am feeling hopeless.
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