I am feeling really tired tonight. Working on healing from depression is quite exhausting. I am really confused also. I keep hearing different theories on how I can get well. I just know that I want to get well. I suppose I will listen to everyone’s opinions, think and pray about them and use what I think applies to me the best.
Lord please give me wisdom!
Happy List
I am so grateful…..
416. That my daughter loves to sing
417. That my hubby bought me chocolate peanut butter cup ice cream tonight
418. That my foot and ankle are healing
419. That we are getting a new (used) mattress. Ours is over 10 years old.
420. For my daughter. She is so completely and totally amazing!
421. For V singing (belting) “The joy of the Lord is my strength” all the time:)
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A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.
A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.
- Carly
- I am a 33 year old stay at home mom. I have a very supportive husband. I have been dealing with depression for half my life and have been on medication for 14 years. The meds are no longer working. My diagnosis is major reoccurring treatment resistant depressive disorder. I am desperate to feel better. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. I believe He is all powerful and mighty but I often don't understand how my depression fits into His plan. I want to have hope but I am feeling hopeless.
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