A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Better

Yesterday (7-12-10) did get better. We did more family shopping which was challenging but bearable. I got some tasks around the house done which always feels good. Then I did Yoga. I cannot believe how much better I felt after that. I was really really sore from my long walk in the morning so the stretching was helpful. It hurt but I felt really good afterwards. So YAY, yesterday ended well and I am fighting for today. I woke up a little crabby but I have pushed through that. I took a nice long walk and had a good time of prayer. I asked God to help my attitude and my gratitude. I am choosing to feel great today!

1 comment:

  1. Carly we love you, Nate and Vienna. Please remember we have offered (unconditionally) to tate V any time you need help or a break. You need to believe in us. Love Dad and Sharon

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