A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.


Saturday, March 13, 2010

Hope

I am really tired again today. I think I have an ear infection. I don’t really need any more challenges right now. Today was very stressful. Some family read my blog and freaked out a bit. I can understand why it was upsetting. They love me. But more stress is not what I need right now. Just so all of you know, I am not going to hurt myself. I don’t want to hurt myself. I just want/need to feel better. My husband and I have decided to get me into some sort of depression recovery program this week. I think that is a really good thing.
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