A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I Want to Sleep!

Written on 11-17-10
Argggg I cannot fall asleep. I went to bed over almost an hour and a half ago and I just cannot fall asleep. I really dislike this because I feel so yucky when I do not get enough sleep. I am sure that eating peanut butter M&Ms before bed did not help the cause but this is really ridiculous.

I have been doing this TV survey thing where you keep track of all the TV that is watched in your home. It is pathetic how much late night TV I have been watching. I wish I could be more productive during this time but I am tired and cranky about not being able to sleep. I have to be careful what I do so that I do not wake myself up more. Anyway…..I suppose I am thankful for bad late night TV. If it was good I would stay up later.
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