A note to my family and friends; this is a journal of my battle with depression. It is raw, it is real, and it may be hard to read at times. But this is all a part of my healing. It is powerful and therapeutic to have an outlet, and if God can use my heartbreak and struggles, how worth it this will be! If you feel led to walk this journey with me, please do. But please don't pick apart what I have said in the midst of a dark day, and use it against me. This is intended to be a source of processing the dark, while seeking the Light. If you are able to understand that, please join me on this journey back to health. Also note that I have no desire to hurt myself. My truest desire is to simply feel better.


Thursday, October 28, 2010

Focusing on the Good

Today has been really rough. In fact it has pretty much sucked. So I think it is time for a happy list.


Happy List

I am so grateful for…..

1. Getting to visit my sister and fabulous friend last weekend

2. Praying friends

3. Loving and encouraging friends and family

4. Fall in Michigan

5. Days without pain

6. My kind doctor who is doing everything he can to help

7. My daughter’s laughter

8. My loving, loyal and steadfast husband

9. The nights I get good sleep

10. The pretty leaves

11. That I am going to have a new niece or nephew

12. The rainbow after the rain

13. Health insurance

14. My new purple shoes

15. Getting to see an old (good) friend tomorrow

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